Credo
i realize, i was your pausenclown ... i understand how my problems, which i never lied about to no one btw, made this possible, but still u have created a character, who i dont know. for your credit i must say there is one line of true poetry: do you ever go shopping?; thats the only thing, though that hit me... i know i have this abwehrlächln etc, but, ya, most of the lines must associate rather to your (the poets) problems, in whatever indirect way.
i m not gonna describe your victim-machine, as i ve experienced it for such a long time, afterwards here and now, but i find your methods poor and boyish, i feel like waking up from a castrating hypnosis